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Showing posts from January 29, 2011

Life As It Is Right Now

Most of the time I'm an upbeat kinda gal even though I deal with chronic pain daily.  Lately, I can't seem to shake off the blahs and I just don't like it.  I want the old me back.  The woman that smiles all the time, loves life, thrives on laughing a lot, and has faith that is unshakable.  But such is not the case right now so I'm just going to allow myself to write as the thoughts come to mind.  Hopefully this will be the beginning of healing for me in some way or the other.  I'm so very lonely right now.  I never dreamed when my marriage came to an end 6 yrs. ago that I'd still be alone.  I had faith that surely there'd be that knight in shining armor out there for me somewhere.  Well, let me tell you straight up....the one true knight in shining armor is God.  He will never leave me nor forsake me.  He will never lay more on my shoulders than I can handle.  I'm sure He also sees we are all human and have breaking points.  Lately, after pushing on my…